Missing her...

I'm missing my mom so much... There were so many things that I'm going through right now that I wish I could tell her.

My brother & father declined my offer to go on a trip together on Christmas Holiday. My dad's reason was because he might be going to Tokyo next year for work (though I don't see the relevance here). My brother's excuse was because this will be our first Christmas without mom so he expects us to be home together.

Somehow, it's not that I don't understand how they feel, I feel the same way too. But it will be more depressing for me to be home together with them, knowing that she's not around anymore. It feels too lonely...

I'm planning to take a short holiday on early Nov after the office opening party. I have to getaway for a moment somehow, someway. I hate my self when I'm in doubt and being indecisive like now. Too depressing.

I am Haruhi

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You scored as Haruhi Fujioka You are Haruhi!!! You let others pull you along, but don't like when they comment on how amazingly feminine you are. Thunder and Lightning storms are your greatest fear. People often go to you for advice, as you are incredibly easy to talk to. Even though you are typically shy, you can become agressive and defensive when needed. Takashi Morinozuka 60% Haruhi Fujioka 60% Hikaru Hitachiin 55% Renge Houshakuji 50% Tamaki Suou 50% Mitsukuni Haninozuka 50% Kaoru Hitachiin 50% Kyouya Ootori 45%

Backpacking to work!

I finally decided to buy a new backpack. And it's not for picnic, but for work. Which means that all my handbags have to return to the shelf. Otherwise, I'll have to bring 2-3 bags to work everyday and it's such a trouble.

These are the things that I carry around everyday everywhere:

- Laptop (14", bring to office on Monday, back home on Friday) + cables + ext. HD
- A large & mini notebooks
- 3G connection box
- PDA
- Some blank CDs
- A medium size pocket which contain: medicines, sewing kit, lipstick
- A small size pocket that contains a bunch of keys (office keys, filing cabinet keys, storage room keys)
- Another small pocket contains of memory card extender & several flash disks.
- Cards wallet (for name cards, hospital cards & discount cards :p)
- Tissue
- Comb (hardly used)
- Fisherman's friend -- Aniseed flavor
- Other small stuff

My old backpack is already worn out, so I have to get a new one. And here's what I finally decided to buy:
I love it! It can fit everything in it... even more... Though my friends said that I looked like I'm going parachuting (^o^) Ha!!