Lately, I kept bumping into tough choices.
What I want and what I need.
What I need and what they need.
What's good for me and what's good for them.
And lately I've been thinking a lot about being selfish.
Perhaps this time I should pick my needs over theirs.
Perhaps this time it's them who should accept my decision instead of the other way around.
Perhaps this time I shouldn't care too much and just go ahead with my decision.
But every single time I just don't have the heart to be selfish or maybe I'm just afraid of the consequences. Or... maybe I'm just being a hypocrite and wants to look good in front of others.
I'm getting tired of this.
Can someone just decide and choose for me??? LOL
